All of a sudden I'm terrified

[Flower1000]

My DD is 3 and we've always said we'd like a number 2 at some point, love my DD to bits but always felt like we needed another one to complete the family :)

We've put off 'trying' for a while now for various reasons, and I've been really looking forward and feeling ready for about a year now.

We've finally decided to start trying and all of a sudden I'm terrified, second guessing my decision etc etc. I know it'll be difficult but as this one is planned (first one wasn't) at least I have half an idea of what to expect.

Please tell me this is normal??

I was thinking the exact same thing earlier, I keep wondering if i'm doing the right thing, we are TTC #1. I think it's normal, I hope so anyways! I also keep going through different stages in my head of "Will I be a SAHM? Yes I think so. No actually I want to stay at work. Or maybe I will work somewhere closer to home and not have to get childcare. Or maybe I won't work after all.." etc. I know I won't know until much nearer the time what I will actually do, maybe not until the baby I haven't even conceived yet is here, so why do I insist on driving myself mad?!