Due on 1st April, this will be month 25 (I've lost count). Every month it's the same. I pretend I'm not counting days, but then do a quick calculation and realise its only 2-3 days till AF due, then I start fantasizing about how brilliant it will be IF this is the month. I start checking on the Conception board. I then get cramps. I pray. I beg AF not to appear. AF appears. I cry. I drink red wine. I eat chocolate. I cry some more. I vow not to count days again. I vow to relax and just let it happen. I cry some more.
aAAAAAAAAAAArghhhhh
Had all tests, unexplained infertility.... so why why why is it not happening? We were at it like rabbits 
We are booking our wedding for next Spring. Surely, sods law means I'll get pregnant now????