Hi, I have been offline for awhile, but had to come on as I am driving myself crazy and I can't talk to anyone in RL about it.
DP and I have been trying for over 3 years, 2 miscarriages, and ectopic, where i lost a tube, later still no luck. We had given ourselves this month as a deadline, for a variety of reasons, but mostly he will now be away for a few months so we can't try anyway. When he gets back we will start IVF and look at adopting. Anyway that is the back story.
So, I have been under the weather this cycle, and on anti-biotics, ibuprofen and cold and flu medication etc. We did manage a few times, but I temp, and with the fever I had it was difficult to identify ov, but the OPK did give me a positive and we BD'd accordingly. Anyway, a few days ago, about 7DPO by my reckoning, I started spotting, only slightly and only for a day, and then it stopped not to return. Anyway, I have convinced myself that this was an implantation bleed.
I cant say anything to DP as 1) I don't want to get his hopes up, and 2) if I am PG I am not sure if I would tell him until I had my 7 week scan. As I said he will be away and he will worry loads. Also with my track record the liklihood is I will MC again and he will feel useless and alone far away from me.
As I say the ONLY sign i have is some slight spotting at 7 DPO so I basing this on a very tenuouse thing, but I never get spotting and I so want to be PG...
arrrrgggg