Hi recently diagnosed bipolar but I have been suffering since I was a teenager, I am not on meds ATM because I was only recently diagnosed and I am trying to get over my fears of taking meds so here I am to either put a fear to rest or accept and move on. I dont have episodes frequently (roughly every other year) but I have very bad pychchotic episodes that last a while when they do come so I am stable 90% of the time and I have a good family support network but my episodes usually require hospitalization.
One of my fears is that I want another baby but if I go on meds I know they may harm the baby and I am frightened if I go off meds to have another baby I am going to be watched so closely the stress will make me have a episode. So any bipolar TTCERS may I ask you two questions do you take meds while TTC? If not how closely are you monitered? I know this probably seems trivial to be worried over this when my health is at risk but I just like to know exactly where I stand and then I find it easier to do something so I just want to know whether having another baby is something I will be able to do or not?