It is getting RIDICULOUS!!!! Dd is nearly 7. Dp and I are getting married in September. I have finals to get through in June 2012, followed by professional exams. Dp finishing his PhD Dec 2013. Possibly we can start ttc then, but I am so DESPERATELY BROODY NOW! I have been broody since having dd, to the point where I stopped being able to hold other people's babies etc once she was about 2. Loads of our friends have recently got pregnant or had babies, and I am so happy for them, but feel this inner poisonous jealousy and I feel so ashamed. I don't know what to do, it makes me feel weepy at times. I constantly symptom spot, praying that the pill has failed. I really don't know how to straighten my head out again, it just seems to get worse and worse, especially as I had a period of about 18 months where I was very broody, but not painfully so. Now it has ramped up to a level I totally can't deal with! 
. If anyone has worked out who I am in rl please don't out me! Poor dp doesn't want to hear me constantly harping on about wanting babies, but it is all I can think about.