Have I lost my marbles?

[tickTOCKtickTOCK]

I am sitting here in floods of tears and I have to tell someone or my head will explode. I can?t tell DP as he will think I?m insane.

I just got my period. I am so so so disappointed I?m not pregnant.

This is really daft as

a) I?m on the pill
b) We?re not trying
c) He's overseas for the next 4 months

We just had such a fantastic week together, he came home for a break, and I had secretly hoped that maybe, possibly, it might happen.

I know logic dictates that I am bonkers.

I know that I just have to keep going until he comes home full time.

I suppose wishful thinking got in the way.

PS v sorry about the ? instead of the '

You've not lost your marbles. Perhaps a little hormonal due to AF and that's making you over react a bit, There's nothing wrong with a bit of wishful thinking now and again.

Thanks Xwitch. I've put the kettle on, calmed down a bit, and started to get some perspective.

I think it just scared me how intensely I suddenly felt about it, if that made sense? I've not had that overwhelming rush of emotion about it before.

I've been there I had a pregnancy scare and it was my feelings when the test was negative that made me realise how much I wanted a baby.