Im going out of my mind. I really want to be a mummy. I was looking into using a known sperm donor until he backed out. I am currently looking for a new donor online. The other day a 'friend' came round to visit and we ended up in bed together. We have a long history of such behaviour, we get on very well and are brillient friends but we just don't work as a couple.
When we slept together i was at my most fertile time, im currently charting my cycle ready for insemination. We were unprotected but he did 'pull out'.
It is now 5 days since ovulation 4 days since we slept together and I have some symptoms of pregnancy. I have had 2 days of severe headaches, my abdomen is 'churning' im very tired, im having dizzy spells, i have an enhanced sense of smell and i feel slightly queezy. I know that this is probably all just in my head but i really hope im pregnant.
Its too early to take a test, 13 before my next period is due and im going out of my mind! Falling pregnant with this friend would be ideal, we have been good 'friends' now for 8 years. He knows im looking into donor insemination and im not on the pill so if i am pregnant i havn't trapped or tricked him, ive been totally honest.
PLEASE LET ME BE PREGNANT!!!!!!