For context I’ve lived with crippling, chronic lower back pain for years and after several wrong diagnoses I’m finally starting to get some treatment for a spinal disk that is virtually non existent!
I’ve tried every treatment , painkiller and physio under the sun to no avail , I’ve been off work 12 months due to the agonising pain I’ve been in and I’ve finally opted to have nerve blocks ultimately in the hope of destroying the nerves in my lower back .
To say I’m worried about the potential risks is an understatement, but I can’t carry on living in so much agony so I don’t have a choice . There’s the risk of nothing happening , and all the hope I had of a pain free life , coming crashing down . The risk of increased pain . The risk of nerve damage . Even the risk of paralysis, it’s a small chance but I’m terrified.
I suppose I’m hoping for a hand hold , some advice , or even anyone experience with spinal nerve blocks to put my mind at ease . I’ve tried talking to my other half who if you e seen my other posts , at times really doesn’t seem to care much or listen . I wanted to ask the hospital if he could stay with me , but I feel I’d just be even more anxious as he’d probably be moody/agitated he’s say there all day …
i cannot carry on in agonising life ruining pain , but I’m terrified !