i was made redundant recently and work took all off my travel expenses back off me in my last pay cheque. we are waiting for paperwork to come through for benefits but its unlikely i will get any money before xmas. dh is ft student and wont get his grant until jan. i have tried looking for another job but my deprssion has returned with a vengence and my weight is lower than it has been for years. add to that the physical health issues (rickets and low immune system) and you hardly have a model applicant.
we were supposed to go to see santa yesterday, but cant afford it. its £10.50 per adult! an every other place is roughly the sameprice. the cash we have in the bank has to ast us til new year. but i feel so guilty about ds (3.5) not doing anything for xmas. i feel like i have ruined his first proper xmas. please reassure methat seeing FC isnt that important!