💐 Tootsie I understand, Christmas will never be the same for me either. A lot is still 'fake it till I make it' now and even that took a few years to get to.
Things I love
Lights - my tree lights, other people's tree lights, house lights, town lights, shop lights...lights 😁
Christmas trees
Christmas cards
Christmas decorations
Pretty presents under the tree
Children's nativity
Christmas carols
Christmas markets
Mulled wine
Bailey's cream. (It's not the same home made)
What I hate:
Stressing about finding presents people will love!
Many family members not being here to share it 💔