Just as I was up til about midnight wrapping presents (something I wouldn't have dreamed of doing or needed to do until the last couple of Christmases). OH was pretty useless especially seeing as it was mostly his side of the family who I was wrapping for! He eventually did wrap a couple after I shouted and swore went ballistic at him (again not something I particularly want to do Christmas eve). Woken up at 4am by 9.5 month old DD who ended up slightly dozing back off (well on and off until about 6.20am). Am now downstairs watching Scrooged feeding DD her breakfast while she is just constantly moaning and am waiting for DS to wake up to have his stocking. My presents from OH still aren't under the tree even though I put his out and all the kids' out last night. Oh and I've got to cook fucking christmas dinner. Feel like all my efforts are totally taken for granted and don't get much thanks. Believe me I know there are people a lot worse off but by the end of yesterday really felt I was going to have some kind of mental breakdown. Same happened last year. Don't feel Christmasy at all and its going to be a real effort forcing the smiles while present opening. I know Christmas is about the kids but should it really be so stressful for adults really??