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christmas after bereavement

26 replies

Stevensonsrocket · 18/10/2014 21:55

any ideas on how to make christmas enjoyable even though it's just us, the parents and our daughter. This will be the fourth christmas on our own. Our parents (the grandparents) have all passed away, we have no siblings, so no aunts or uncles. Friends are with their families, can't blame them but it means it's just us and I feel for our daughter who deserves a christmas to remember as fun.

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Tiredemma · 18/10/2014 21:56

Can you afford to go away for a few days over the festive period? or have Xmas meal out?

Got99problems · 18/10/2014 21:59

Sorry you've both lost your parents Flowers
How old is DD? A good thing about it just being the three of you is that you can tailor your christmas plans to exactly what she wants/ enjoys. Maybe a panto on christmas eve, and a family game to play together christmas afternoon? A christmas treasure hunt to find some of her presents?

MrsMinton · 18/10/2014 22:00

Make some new traditions that are yours. That's what we've done (only one grandparent and don't see family)
a special North Pole breakfast? Play a new board game or other craft thing if DD is small. A walk or film with treats? Little things mean the most in my experience.

exexpat · 18/10/2014 22:03

Do you know anyone you could invite who has family overseas or who are only in the UK temporarily? Or who have fallen out with their families? My family has a long habit of collecting up waifs & strays for Christmas lunch, and it always makes it a bit more of an occasion.

AMouseLivedinaWindMill · 18/10/2014 22:07

Hello!!

Your not alone! Christmas as rammed down our necks by the bloody media, ads as a time with house fulls of cheery merry guests, is hard when your on your own, bereaved or low on family to share it with. Even though we know its a big media lie!
How old is your DD?

I must say, also due to bereavement, significant loss of family numbers, in law issues, and so on, although I love xmas again now I have dc, and the day is fine, we have always struggled on xmas eve.

If we know how old your DD is and your budget, we can better advise.

Chippychop · 18/10/2014 22:16

I'll share it virtually with you Smile. my beautiful mum passed away at the start of October and now no one is coming to spend Xmas - normally I host every year as I have little ones, my family One year in laws the next year. This year we are all doing our own thing. I live down south my family are up north so it's not as if we can pop in for Xmas tea. So there will be the 4 of us. Normally I'm up and running by now in terms of organising , this ear is different Hmm

Doodledot · 18/10/2014 22:40

Count your blessings. A lovely cuddly Xmas day. No pressure. No rushing about. No family arguments, no travelling 1/2 the day... Sounds lovely

Doodledot · 18/10/2014 22:43

We will be just 4. Nana not up to travel. Grandad housebound. Relatives all away. Can't wait !

Chottie · 19/10/2014 04:41

We will be just 3 on Christmas day, me, DP and DD. It will be fine. I'm thinking of doing the 'Santa Express' on Christmas Eve suggested by a MNer (driving around the local area with Christmas music on, enjoying all the lights). Christmas Day we will be very relaxed and will have a nice meal, open presents throughout the day, go for walks, watch cheesy TV. We're going to pull up the drawbridge and put the world on hold for a couple of days :)

currieaddict · 19/10/2014 08:09

We are just 3 due to bereavement although BIl and SIL in Australia.

I won't lie, I have always wanted a big christmas around a lovely table with lots of people but we don't so just have a quieter day - we don't get dressed up, we chill out, eat lots of lovely food and go for a walk. The big part for us is making sure DS is happy.

We do have a lot of people over on 27th each year for curry though so it is something to look forward to.

Sorry to hear about everyone's bereavements. Chippy, yours being so recent.

LokiBear · 19/10/2014 08:28

I'm really sorry for your losses. Op, friends will be busy on the actual day, but why not schedule a play date for your dd in between Christmas and new year? That gives all of you a chance to socialise. You could also schedule a few family outings to make it special - panto, trips to the park/cinema etc. We always go to the cemetery on the 23rd to 'visit' family members who have passed. It's sad, but also cathartic. We then go into town and have hot chocolate and eat cake. Perhaps you could do something in remembrance? On the actual day, do whatever sounds most appealing to you. If I asked you what your perfect Sunday would be, what would you say? There is no reason why you should conform to the traditional cook at home Christmas day. My auntie goes out to dinner ever year since she lost her husband because she wants to be around people. She always says it is her favourite part of Christmas. Have a lovely time, however you do it. Smile

herecomesthsun · 19/10/2014 11:55

I lost both my parents in my 30s before I married and had kids. It was awful. I spent Christmas for the first few years after that with an assortment of friends mainly from University who themselves didn't have family/ were bereaved etc., we got together and made the most of it. I am a good cook and sorted the food.

My Christmas now with my children tends to revolve around them, lots of carol singing and Christmassy things. It is a good time of year to be sociable though and a great time to make a fuss of other people who may also have lost family. (Reminds self to consider a Christmas tea sometime over the holiday with some of our neighbours)

JerseySpud · 19/10/2014 12:09

We lost DFIL this year so Christmas will be bittersweet for us. Its the first one where both girls believe and are really into Christmas

minmooch · 19/10/2014 12:16

I lost my eldest son (18 years old) in February of this year so this will be our first Christmas without him. I am divorced from his Dad although we get on very well. My youngest son (17 years old) and I are flying to New York on Christmas Day as I just cannot face Christmas. We are running away from it.

In future years I have no idea what we will do as it will always be painful. I can't actually think we will ever do Christmas again as the usual family tradition - we will have to think of other things to do.

Pollywallywinkles · 19/10/2014 12:23

Since I had DD there has only been 3 of us for the majority of Christmases. IMO just the 3 of us has been far nicer and easier than when we have had guests.

We never had a problem with Christmas being nice or Christmassy with only 3. We did much the same as we would have done if there had been loads of us. Ok, you can't play games that need 4 or more, but other than that it's much the same in terms of what you do with more people.

We have sometimes had friends pop round for an hour or so, late on Christmas morning, or we have gone to theirs for a drink and a few nibbles.

You will not be the only one in this position on Christmas Day and some people will be totally on their own. Have you thought about asking your friends or neighbours if they want to join you for part of the day?

bauhausfan · 19/10/2014 12:29

Aw Minmooch - so sorry to hear about your son :(

LokiBear · 19/10/2014 13:28

So sorry, minmooch. I can't even imagine.

MabelSideswipe · 19/10/2014 13:35

The christmas after I lost my remaining parent we went away for the first time. We rented a lovely house in the Cotswolds and it snowed and it was lovely. It really took the sting out. The intervening christmasses have been harder and not so much fun but this year we can afford to go away again so we are going to somewhere by the sea this time. I anticipate it will be bloody freezing the a bit bleak but I am determined to enjoy it! As a child we had very little family but Christmas was always great and exciting. I think we see things through our adult eyes and project onto our kids a bit sometimes.

MrsAmaretto · 19/10/2014 14:18

Your daughter doesn't know any different than the 3 of you celebrating? Life is not like a supermarket advert with many generations having a jolly Christmas Day together. I'd start some new traditions (pages of them mentioned here :) ) And never let on that YOU feel christmas is missing something.

Sorry if I'm being harsh, but my dad died when I was 9 and that was the end of christmas celebrations for my mother. Nothing like feeling like a bigger freak at primary school by having no christmas decorations etc up in your house. Just get on with it.

Galaxymum · 19/10/2014 15:40

We're similar. My lovely mum died two years ago and I find Christmas very hard as she always hosted. She was such a great cook and hostess, also made a huge fuss of our daughter as she was her only one and I'm an only too. The last two years I have made a conscious effort to make new traditions for us three - DH, DD and me. We go to see Santa at Ingleborough caves, go to the pan to and a ballet and we make Christmas biscuits and decorations together.

I've decided we will do a hamper this year for Christmas Eve as we can do that each year.

All I can say is create your traditions as your family and celebrate you all together. I do sympathise and understand. But I amber bad and don't cope now with the big family tradition of the weekend before at DH's parents. It reminds me how much I miss my mum and it's never going to be my family. My family is us and you have your 'us' too.

Stevensonsrocket · 19/10/2014 17:24

Huge thanks to everyone who has replied to my message. Such wonderful, kind and thoughtful people. We will definitely see Christmas through our daughters eyes. She is 16 now but still finds the child in her at Christmas. I guess we all do! We went away to escape the first Christmas alone to Egypt, but she didn't enjoy it and pined for home. I will take on board all your suggestions. Had a smile at the Cotswolds idea as we live on the doorstep of this lovely part of England. if any of you want to come around you will be more than welcome. Whatever you do and whoever you are with have a great Christmas.

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Pollywallywinkles · 19/10/2014 17:41

Our DD is still a big Kid at Christmas and she has 10 years on your DD. I would love to do something different one year, but I am met with no you can't its tradition to do x,y or z.

Christmas is what you make it and you can still have a lovely time despite missing those who meant so much to you. It's fine to talk about them, light a candle if you want to, rejoice at the happy times you had and live in the moment with those of you who are there for Christmas.

minmooch · 20/10/2014 08:04

I wish it was that easy Polly.

BiddyPop · 20/10/2014 10:40

We have not lost our own DPs yet, but they live 2.5 hours away from us (and 15 mins from each other) - since 2 years after we married, we have been alternating Christmas Day down there (which involves 2 turkey dinners and all that entails), with quiet nuclear family days in our home. We were doing that when it was just DH and I, so we had 3 Christmas Days "at home" before DD arrived (the day after the 3rd of those!). And we have done at least half "at home" since then. DD is about to turn 9 this Christmas.

Admittedly, we still have visits to extended family to make near us when we stay at home. But we also have things to make it special for us.

On Christmas Eve, we go to visit the "Live Crib" in the city after I put in an appearance at work (about an hour does it, wandering and chatting rather than working - so DD still comes with me and we meet DH after he has had a nice coffee). We go to M&S to get DD's birthday cake, and some nice nibbly bits. IF we have any last other bits to get, we buy those then before perhaps a spot of lunch in the city or getting that on the way home, but we tend to escape the city by 2pm at the latest.

We aim to get a walk, either on the local pier (1.7km long) or the hilly wooded park with a playground, if the weather allows. When we get home, we do the prep for the turkey meal together (I peel veg, DH makes stuffing, DD chops things and makes Marie Rose sauce, we clean out and light the fire and fill coal bucket, do any last bits of cleaning or sorting needed etc). DD and I make cookies as well - either from scratch if we are doing well on time and energy, or slice off a log of frozen dough and bake if we are not doing so well. We have a nice meal but one that doesn't need a huge amount of prep that evening, relatively early (maybe 5 - after dark).

Then the youngest in the house lights the Christmas candle (Irish tradition), and we have a little family ceremony remembering the good things that have happened us in the past year, and also remembering hard things that we've got through or people who have died during the year, and also remembering our Grandparents etc (I lost 3 grandparents between 2010, 2012 and 2013, with DD knowing them all, and DH lost his last 2 when I was already his GF/DFiancee). We usually just have 1 prayer, but I might go as far as both our families' tradition of a decade of the rosary this year. (We are not the most religious family at all, but it seems appropriate that night).

After that, we get out the Christmas Eve box (a storage box that holds decorations in the attic most of the year). It has DD's Christmas stocking, new PJs for all 3 of us, Lush festive bath bombs for DD and I, (perhaps a nice shower gel for DH), and naice hot choc for all 3 also, and our copy of "Twas the Night Before Christmas". DD puts out her stocking, the fresh cookies, a carrot and glass of milk. Then heads off for her nice bath and new PJs, before TTNBC being read to her in bed.

Christmas morning, she gets her stocking. When she will be no longer really getting a stocking, I intend moving to us all getting a stocking that we each help to fill the other 2. Useful, silly, fun, choccie nibbles, etc things to have a laugh and give us something to wake up in excitement to in the morning.

We do a nice breakfast before going out to mass. At the moment, we usually go to the Church in the next parish as they have a Children's mass, including choir, that is very good. So it is very full, but lovely. We also used to meet DH's Aunt afterwards, but she has recently moved. Then we do have a couple of visits to make - down in my DPs house, they have always had an "Open House" for the neighbours and a few friends for a couple of hours in the morning as they were alone and their families are/were in our city.

When we get home, we put on the turkey (or have it set to turn on and off automatically, if we have been organized enough) and cook the rest of the dinner, to eat around 5ish. We light the fire again as soon as we get in, and settle down with a few nibbles to tide us over until dinner, open a bottle of something nice, and have the presents together by firelight, lots of candles and tree lights, so only needing 1 small extra sidelamp in the sitting room.

After dinner, we have gotten into the habit, as DD has grown older, of playing a board game together, and perhaps watching a bit of tv. We might also have a spot of cheese later in the evening.

But we mostly have Christmas CDs and Christmas radio stations on that day. DD does watch some tv in the morning, and may wander off at some stage to do so again, but DH and I don't really have the time or inclination to on the 25th. We do tend to sit down to watch something (and are inevitably disappointed by the poor offerings) once DD is in bed.

If we didn't have the visits to make earlier in the day, we would probably aim to have another walk in the crisp air (assuming not raining). And we would probably have some time to read or watch tv or play more games together. But even if we were literally just us 3, it would still be quietly magical for us. I'd love to have a piano to play some music on. Some years, we work on a big jigsaw together (DD is a jigsaw fiend!) over the whole of the holidays. We have a good few Christmas movies on DVD, and we also have Netflix to give us some viewing options too. And I make sure to have at least 1 good book each to read.

BiddyPop · 20/10/2014 10:54

Sorry about my epic post - I was trying to convey that even though it is just us 3 (and acknowledging that there are others around, and we still have our DPs), there is a lot that we do to make it quietly festive and magical, and special to US, without being so totally commercialized or focused on the media or their image of the "perfect Christmas".

There are lots of things that we don't do that I know lots of others do. We focus instead on what is important to our family and also what we know makes it magical for us.