Please someone tell me I'm not the worst mum in the world because the guilt I'm feeling right now is eating me aliveš°
My 7 month old had just woken up and I laid her on my bed so I could run to the toilet (her dad was in bed asleep next to her) I must of been gone for not even a minute and when I came back she'd somehow managed to pull my pillow over her whole faceš ide like to think she'd only just done it and she looked like she was panicking obviously I ripped the pillow away as soon as I noticed it and she screamed at the top of her lungs! I think this is because she was startled or scared, I instantly burst out crying and I can't stop thinking that she may have developed so kind of brain damage or somethingš¢ she's been absolutely fine since still her playful self but I feel like the worlds worst mum and I shouldn't even be allowed to be a parent because how could I let something like that happenš