I'm not really sure why I'm writing this but it's the middle of the night and my thoughts are all over the place and I'm praying and praying everything will be ok. My beautiful little girl who will be 3 next month is currently in intensive care fighting for her life. We'd had a typical Tuesday afternoon of visiting the park with her older brother who I'd collected from school along with my very good friend and her children. My DH came along after a short while with our youngest child and in the split second our attention was on him our little girl made her exit and ran off. A simple minute before noticing has turned our lives upside down. After a frantic 5 minutes or searching every entrance and bush, a fellow helper found her face down in the park fountain/pond. She's on the autistic spectrum and gravitates towards water; she's obsessed. I have no idea why that wasn't the first place we checked and I'll never forgive myself. My soul left my body at that exact moment. My little girl was pulled out, lifeless, not breathing and purple. I went into panic mode and froze. I'm forever grateful a bystander proceeded with CPR until the paramedics and two air ambulances arrived and thank God they managed to resuscitate her. She's currently in intensive care and fighting very hard and the doctors are working very hard on her too as they are struggling to beat her. My world has come crashing down today and I pray that my little girl comes out of this.