Apologies if I ramble. I am feeling pretty scared at the moment. I have always been anxious but it feels a bit out of control just now. My 8 month old has a grey spot on the white of his eye. GP yesterday looked and did the retonoblast test and said he seems fine, probably burst blood vessel and check with optician if still worried. Went to optician who looked and said he couldn't see any concern with it and come back if changed. So I started to relax a bit that 2 health professionals thought was ok. then GP called today and said he would do a referral as although he couldn't think of anything 'he didn't want to miss anything nasty.' So on the one hand I am glad they are being safe but I am also full on panicking that there is something wrong. I just love my kids so much and the fear of something happening to them can be overwhelmed. This isn't the 1st time I have got scared/assumed the worst. I just feel so scared and helpless