I feel very awful, guilty and depressed over this. On Monday I let my son out of his safety pen to play. We live in a ground floor flat so all the rooms are in the hallway. I usually shut the doors in the hallway however I forgot to close his bedroom door he followed me out the living room went in his room I took him out his bedroom and he walked back towards the living room I was about to close the door to his room an old stroller I had folded againest the wall collapsed into the door as I was closing it foam puzzle mats collapsed with the stroller blocking the door off i try shoving everything back in the room stroller was still blocking the door I pushed it in and quickly shut the door with force and then I hear my son screaming I turn round and see his finger tips trapped in between the hinges of the door. The door ripped a nail off completey 2 of his fingers were bleeding my husband was getting ready to go to work he came rushing in we panicked took our son to a & e. He has a fracture in the ring of his finger. His hand is bandaged he is taking antibiotics and we are taking him to an outpatient appointment tomorrow. My son is generally fine in himself he is playing normally and being a happy child despite what has happened. However I can't stop replaying what happened in my mind. I am crying constantly over this. Seeing his little hand bandaged is heartbreaking. I am constantly saying sorry to my son whenever he hugs me. Feel so awful. Has anyone had a simular accident? Does anyone know how long it will take for a finger nail to grow back and how long his hand might take to heal? Will a health visitor have to come out to our home now that my son has had his first and a & e visit? A health visitor was supposed to come to our home tomorrow to do a growing skills assessment but had to phone and cancel because of my son's outpatient appointment. They didn't ask why I cancelled they just said we will arrange an appointment in June we have ordered hinge door guards from ebay to stop his fingers getting trapped again. We are also suppose to go on holiday in 2 weeks but might cancel. It was suppose to be his first trip to the beach he also has a christening near the end of July. He goes to play in ball pits on my husband's day off work but don't want other children bumping into his hand. Feel terrible knowing these things might have to be put on hold but I want my son's hand to fully recover. I feel I will never forgive myself. 