Hi all,
Don't really know why I'm posting this, there's nothing anyone can do. I just wanted a hand hold I suppose.
I found out last Friday at my 22 week anomaly scan that my baby girl has increased ventricles, basically additional fluid on the brain.
I've had to wait a week for my consultant appointment (tomorrow at 9.30am) and I think the stress has really got to me now. I keep being sick, with a pounding headache and dizziness. Not helped by my dad calling me yesterday to tell me that "he has been thinking about it and he 100% supports me having a termination." Just what I needed to hear when I'm trying to be positive and have never even discussed termination. She is a much longed for first baby that we went though fertility treatment for, but apparently we should just throw the towel in 🙄
Anyway sat on the sofa watching shit films and cuddling my fur baby (cat) as I couldn't face work today. Also reading every published trial and systematic review ever published on the condition.
Sorry for venting, just don't really know what to do with myself.