Hope this post makes sense, bare with me on this one. After reading lots of the treads on this section I have started to wonder what is childminding care all about. I chose a childminder for my son when I worked in an office because I wanted him to be cared for in a home environment. I wanted him to do normal everyday things and not be stimulated with activities every minute of the day. I wanted him to be part of a little family, not an institution. He loved his cm and so did I. She really cared about him. When I was made redundant I decided to become a cm myself. I want to be able to provide a family style care where children can develope naturally. Where I am not hovering over them watching their every move, making notes and snapping away with the camera. Where children can chill on the sofa if they want to. Where we can potter about my house and garden together learning and playing. I feel huge pressure to pretend I am a mini nursery. I am not. I can provide lots of love, fun and play, in a relaxed family environment. I want to be a good childminder but feel since the introduction of EYFS the differences between cm and nursery style care have become blurred. I feel I always ought to be doing more than I am doing yet feel I also want to retain a relaxed family style care. Does any of that make any sense? What are your thoughts?