Right, everyone close your ears, I need to just do a great big ARRGHHHHHHHHHHHH
Phew, that's better. What a day!!!
Starts off first thing with ds kicking off about not coming to midwife with us this morning, NIGHTMARE he was, in fact he's turned into the devil and I don't even like him at the moment!!!
Had good midwife appointment, all looking good and dh found the baby's heartbeat (midwife let him do it ) - he did make me panic as took AGES and last time midwife found it straight away so even though she was helping, I was worried that we couldn't get the heartbest and my heart sank, then it was there and was fab Went to pick the sisters up in a layby then popped home to grab bottle of milk before going to toddler group. Dh confirmed he's got an interview for a 2/3 month contract on Friday so that's good, fingers crossed! Took ds to group with the girls and he was extremely shy but at the end when was packing up time, he has all the little ones running about like nutters, my toddler mindee wouldn't listen to anything I said (she ALWAYS listens normally!) and ds wouldn't put coat on and ignored me . He's been hyper most of the afternoon, driving me mad, horrible child with odd moments of being a normal nice boy like he used to be. I know I'll be sad on Monday but at this moment in time, I can't wait for him to go to school all day!!! Dh is upstairs bathing him and I can hear screaming, arguing, it's horrible, I can't stand it!!! And if ds on his own wasn't enough, I've got Ofsted stressing me out about my certificate now which is a big problem as I'm due to have these new mindees starting with me as ds rising 5 but it's all up in the air!! GRRRRRR
I wish I could have a 'proper' drink.
Sorry for the screaming fit there - maybe I need to go in 'time out'