Hi guys! I'm popping on while waiting for mindee to arrive....always, always late but never let me know so I can go and put washing on line or Tidy upstairs...or anything. I know I should relax and have a cuppa but I get all het up!!
I've been so busy; my mother, who's 90 at the end of Sept, has been in hospital for most of the last 3 months with breathing disorder. She's home now, and we've moved her into a new flat with a bit more care.
I'm exhausted, really, truly tired to my bones.
I hope I can get a bit of normality back in my life now, upstairs of the house is a tip as I've just been running in, eating, sleeping, bathing (maybe!), keeping downstairs as mindee friendly as possible, and as soon as they've gone, running out again!!
Last night DP and I went out in the garden at about 10.30, lit some candles and incense, had a G&T, and relaxed for first time in ages. (that's a lie, we went to Glastonbury at Bank Hol for 2 days as I knew chaos would ensue for the rest of the time) Anyway, sitting out there looking at the stars and just forgetting about the washing, ironing, care plans, medication etc etc was a real blessing.
Sorry that was so long but everyone in RL is fed up of my moaning I'm sure. I don't know how people cope with dealing with being full time carers at all, I really admire them.
He's arrived, I'm off to the doctors to do something, I'm sure I'll remember what it is when I get there!!