Morning all, blue sky and sun here too. Got window open for fresh air but bit chilly atm, hoping it will turn into a nice warm day
Feeling a bit about something and I know I shouldn't. One of my enquiries for space in January was via email and after talking to local CM friend, she's had same enquiry. This lady ended up on the phone to other CM and sorted out a meeting for this week and I thought that because I was waiting to hear if someone else wanted the space, I'd put her off and was keeping fingers crossed for my friend. Well, lady did end up coming back to me and wants to meet me and now I feel really bad about it all. Does anyone else get like this? If we hadn't spoken, we'd not know and we'd both just be getting on with our meetings like usual but now, I don't know, I just feel awkward about it. Me and this CM live in different villages, the lady will be seeing me as I live the next road from her, seeing the other CM as she's almost opposite the nursery that her older DD will be going to. Soooo, I don't think location will matter. I'll be fine if my friend gets it and will be really pleased for her BUT IF I was to, I'd feel well stressed with guilt. I DO really want to know my spaces in January are filled in advance, it's the first time I've been in a position to do this and I really want it all sorted as soon as I can BUT my friend also really needs the work/money. If anyone else ever gets this situation, how do you deal with it? Do you also feel awkward? BTW, in case my CM friend is reading this (is a MNetter too) - sorry, was just feeling really shi*ty about it this morning
Right.....[Looney gives herself a slap round the face].......when the sisters arrive, it's off to toddler group (I've missed this, not been able to go since got back from hols, been feeling isolated from adult world) then I think I may do a picnic and go off to the park if it stays nice
Have a good day everyone