Hello. I am a SAHM. I have a 5, 3 and 9 month old. The eldest has learning difficulties so we are limited to where we go in the holidays that is safe and entertaining for him. I have always hired a part time nanny to help out in the past. We have no family here and I get no respite the rest of the year even if one or more children are in nursery or school. So this is my only chance for just a few hours break. (Most of the time I still have to accompany the nanny as it's too much for her to do on her own). So now the pensions have come in and the cost of setting up and paying the pension is almost as much as the take home pay. This was already a pricey exercise and now the amount has been doubled. I had to fire one nanny this year and get another so the cost would be unbearable. For those that do something similar, what are you going to do next year? How will the agencies work if I get them to do the admin? I actually feel sick with worry that there is no support for our family AT ALL - we don't have the luxury of some other options of play schemes.that other families get.