They are coming to inspect next week, I am sat here with my head in my hands falling apart
. I was due my inspection July last year and all last year I was really good, pro-active everything running smoothly. I took on some extra school/nursery children in Sept (still within EYFS) and know that I am not really good at EYFSing them after they have been in nursery all day, picking them up at 4pm, then cooking them dinner, (very special dietary requirements lots of serious allergies) by the time they eat it, they barely have any time for anything "constructive", I have tried different ways of trying to record/plan but I am sooo busy tea-time I know I will really fall down on this.
I did a parent questionnaire in Dec and all was really good, I love the kids and have a fab set of parents, and I know in my heart this is what is really important. But after a January/February of lots of illness and flu, including me going to a neurologist because of consistent horrible headaches, (lovely support from parents) I have really dropped behind on the paperwork side of things as haven't had the energy to sit doing anything but the absolute necessary in the evenings.
I have a very un-supportive H, (who has told me today that he has invited my BIL with his 2 spoilt children, and I just want to clean, clean, clean and work) cannot understand my anxiety at all, (never really liked my childminding) just thinks that I should say sod them, but after working so bloody hard for the past 3.5 years they are coming at a time I am at my very lowest and am now desperately trying to catch up, but feel I am swimming upstream.
Sorry to whine, just wanted to vent, as have no local childminder friends as live in the sticks, but its my 2nd late nighter, desperately going through reams of photos to link to obs and stuff.