I'm 33 weeks with DS2 and am planning a VBAC. I had a very traumatic labour with DS1 resulting in an em c-s for fetal distress. It has taken a lot of talking with a counsellor plus being caseloaded by the hospital so that I now have the same midwife throughout care and delivery to make me confident that I can have a successful VBAC. I was absolutely petrified about the birth from the minute I got pregnant but now feel positive that my body is capable of delivering a baby vaginally.
My midwife is fantastic. She's promised to be my advocate in labour and is very confident that I can have a natural birth. My fear though is that she said that I will have to be monitored continually and I'm really not sure why and am really worried about the impact it will have on my labour. I am very keen to stay active and upright and although she has said that the monitor will allow me to be upright and bounce on a ball, it obviously won't allow me to pace about and generally feel comfortable.
Is there a genuine reason for the insistence on the monitoring? Is it for the hospital's benefit or mine?
It's taken me a really long time to get my head into a good place with regard to this birth and this is the one thing that is nagging at me and I'm worried that once strapped to a monitor, I'm going to start freaking out and then have a cascade of intervention. I would rather have an elective section than go through the trauma of an emergency scenario again.
My question is really, can I refuse continual monitoring? What are the potential consequences if I do? What about internals - can I refuse those as well?
Sorry that this is very long, and thank you for reading. Any advice would be gratefully received.