I'm 40 weeks today and despite having perfect blood pressure all through pregnancy discovered today at my Antenatal clinic that my bp is raised to 150 over 100.
I was given a sweep by the doctor to encourage things along. Never had one of these before and was quite shocked at how painful it was. I've had smears and internals before and not had a problem so I wasn't expecting it. I felt a strong physical sensation as if I was going to be sick when she reached the cervix but then the doctor stopped in the end saying that she had failed to sweep. She said the cervix was closed and quite far back so not sure if this means she failed for these reasons or if it was because of the way I reacted. I felt quite shaky afterwards and have had a bit of bleeding.
They have decided to send me in tomorrow for induction. I am now really worried about all cervical examinations and have gone from being pretty confident to feeling scared and anxious. I don't think I can face another one which makes me think, if I can't cope with the internals, what makes me think I can cope with actual childbirth! I feel so silly to be worried about the internals when I should imagine that birthing will be far more painful.
Now I am cacking myself. I'm so surprised at how sick and shaky I felt afterwards. Has anyone else felt like this? Is this normal?
Is there any chance I felt like this because my cervix wasn't favourable or she was quite rough?
Help!