I have just come home from seeing the consultant for my check up as DC1 was a Emergency CS. DC2 was a VBAC 19 months later and now I am pregnant again. This baby will be born 4.5 years after the CS and I was hoping to have it at home. The midwife was supportive when I saw her, but the consultant said that I am now higher risk than last time as the scar has already been weakened. I presumed that the scar had been tested out and proved good and now I would be low risk again, so I was shocked.
I feel stupid that I thought they would say 'yes, thats fine' and that I hadn't really done any research to fight might corner. Instead I did my usual routine infront of people in the medical profession and just nodded and listened.
Now, I don't know what to do, as I obviously dont want to put the baby at risk and I would be doing that if I were at home and had a uterine scar rupture, but the chances of that are slim.
I know that ultimately its my choice and that the medics are there to advise not dictate, but I do want to feel confident if I go for the home birth and at the moment I don't.
Any advice?