nolongerchunkybutstillapudding ·
15/02/2009 20:50
Hello...
am ttc no 2...(sort of, hard work when your knackered and part co-sleeping!)
had an em cs, without much of a labour, for ds as I had no fluid and his heartrate was plummeting to below 40 with even the earliest contractions... dr's made a point at the time to say that there is no reason I couldn't have a vaginal birth next time but at the time I wasn't REMOTELY interested in the thought of doing all that again...
didn't have a great hospital experience, though I'm sure it was not terrible. feel quite strongly that i would be happier giving birth at home (of course am aware that last time I would have ended up in hosp anyway, had to be induced/have section...)
seem to be getting the response that I'm putting myself and future dc at huge risk by choosing this option, as my scar could rupture?
also I have no real experience of labour, am I an idiot to be thinking of doing it away from all the hard-core painkillers??! my aim last time was to have as natural birth as poss but the most important thing is delivering safely.
dp very supportive of my choice if I go ahead. we live very near the hospital. i could afford an independent midwife or doula and am thinking of this option anyway as I hardly saw the same midwife twice during my pregnancy and a change in shifts during my 'labour' meant a drug to stop contractions (and so the effect on ds's heartrate) was forgotten about for a while, which made me feel that having someone throughout pg and labour would be really good...
apologies for my tendency to ramble! just trying to give some background in case it helps advice!
thanks for any input...
xxx