Hi, am really desperate for advice!
I was due on the 27th feb, had an emergency c-secton two years ago. Basically the consutant and the midwives are pushing me to be induced on 14th March.
They tried to push me into a cesarian today, which I refused. Now they think I am a trouble maker and I have no support from them at all.
When I refused the c-s, at my appointment, the doctor and midwife discussed the induction directly with eachother, as if I wasn't even in the room! They then proceeded to book the induction, and any concerns I voiced about it were ignored!
Now, I don't know what to do.
I know I don't want to be induced, I have it in my birth plan, but they are acting as though I have no choice, I feel rather like a silly child who isn't fit to make decisions at all. Yet I have thought long and hard throughout this pregnancy, about what I want to do, and what I want to avoid.
At the same time I don't want to jeopardise the health of my baby.
I now don't trust the hospital; where I am about to have the baby, I don't trust the doctors and the midwives, I feel totally alone, and bewildered.
I am so stressed about it, and can't sleep at night, keep bursting into tears for no reason, and am absolutely frightened about having the baby.
Please help me, how can I handle this?
Shazzy