My little one is now 19 months old. I've been chasing a birth debrief appointment since he was 2 months old and finally had this last month. My little one was born by emergency c-section and was taken to the NICU within a few hours due to having high lactate levels when they tested the blood in his cord after birth. Whilst there he stopped breathing 4 times for around 30 seconds at a time but at the time they didn't know why, never got to the bottom of it, just said it was possibly an infection. I'd had a rough pregnancy with severe PGP from 4 months resulting in the need for crutches in the last couple of months of pregnancy. I could barely walk the length of my living room. I sadly contracted Covid when 36 weeks pregnant and nearly collapsed at a midwife appointment. There they sent me off in an ambulance for suspected sepsis - my temperature was low but my heart rate and baby's wasn't good. Once at the hospital they monitored for a few hours and sent me home saying it was just a struggle to cope with the Covid and not sepsis thankfully. Giving this context because i was severely unwell still in those final few weeks and i don't think it helped I saw a different midwife every time I had an appointment. Anyway, what's concerned/shocked me a little is that in the letter I've received which is a typed up note of what was discussed in the appointment, it says that I had late on-set pre-eclampsia (never once mentioned in the appointment or in person!) but that also my son had sepsis but responded well to treatment. The word 'sepsis' was also never mentioned in the appointment or at any time after birth, just the words 'possible infection'. I don't really know what to do now. I want to respond and ask why there is new information in the letter that wasn't mentioned in the appointment or am I being overly concerned? In truth, I've never felt happy about the care I received during pregnancy so this may be clouding my reaction. Any thoughts/advice welcome.