Hi all,
im currently in hospital writing this after 51 hours of pretty much waiting around. I have had a difficult pregnancy mentally following 3 miscarriages prior and have been anxious the whole time. Only to find out at 20 weeks this baby has a heart defect known as a right aortic arch. Since then I’ve been told there’s a chance my baby will have chromosomal abnormalities.
since then, things had gone smoothly until Thursday when I came in for reduced movements and they found that baby’s umbilical artery PI is >95th centile and has dropped from 50th to 11th centile on growth scans. They were not happy with this and decided to induce me Friday morning.
I was already 1cm dilated prior to the propess pessary and after 24 hours not much had changed. After 1 lot of the prostin gel my cervix had dilated to 2cm and they think they can just about break my waters which they agreed to do after examining me at 9pm yesterday. After 2 further examinations at 2am last night they agreed they will call the delivery unit to break my waters but I am still waiting for my bed.
I am now sat here in anticipation sick with worry and absoloutely exhausted from 2 nights no sleep. I requested to go home during propess but they refused due to risk factors but have not been monitoring me as though I am high risk.
I am just sick with worry and to be honest I am exhausted. I am not sure how much longer I will be kept waiting and then I’ve heard horror stories about the drip. I would like to hear everyone’s experiences as a FTM on the drip. In terms of pain/length of time and wether it was even successful.
my fear is that because it took 30 hours of prostaglandin to dilate me 1cm I just have zero hope this will work and fear it’ll end up with a c section anyway and then I will be too exhausted to look after a baby. I just wish I could have one now.
im just terrified and feel so unsupported. Nobody has come to reassure me or to check on me and I feel so overwhelmed.