I must be certifiable, but my husband and I are strongly considering having another baby. As the twins' birth was such a fiasco (emergency c-section under GA with hideous healing complications afterwards) I've decided that I want to try for a VBAC. Quite simply, I'm terrified of having another caesarean, although I realise that I can't rule it out. The best laid plans and all that. But I'd love to avoid it if I can.
I've decided to go down the private route and the two hospitals that are in the frame are The Lindo Wing at St. Mary's and C&W. What I'm looking for is a VBAC-friendly consultant. Someone who will support my efforts to avoid a c-section but also someone who will, after my last rollercoaster experience, look after me and take on board my fears.
Does anyone have any recommendations? It's a long shot as I have to get pregnant first and, more than that, we have to decide whether we really are ready for it. A huge part of me is absolutely terrified as I'm still completely traumatised by the last time, so it's quite a big leap. But if there is a consultant out there who fits the frame then it would be good to have names and ideas.
Thanks in advance.