Having been reminded that this is an option, if anyone has recommendations of where I should get a pool from etc it would be very much appreciated!
I think of the price of things too much whereas if paying for a waterbirth means that theres a chance I wont go through what I did last time then it would be money well spent wouldnt it. Im that traumatised from before that Im not sure I could go through everything again, I need to aim for a positive experience instead of telling myself that things will go 'wrong' again.
Thanks for all the advice and support on my threads around the board, its all helped so much.