So I'm 38 weeks and 4 days with my 4th, normal deliveries for my other 3 but I've just been told by the dr because of a back problem I've had since my 2nd baby there is a big chance should I need a c-section it will more then likely be under general anesthetic. I've always contemplated that a c-section could be on the cards but I'm now terrified to miss the birth of my little one 
I suffer from anxiety and at birth with my others I've always been a bit paranoid about having my baby switched or I wouldn't be able to tell they were mine if they left my sight. To now be told I may miss the birth is really frightening and I'm now dreading the thought of labour. I feel I wont be able to bond with baby, Anyone been through one have any advice?