Struggling a little after childbirth, perfect labour turned into 4th degree tear and 2 hours in theatre to fix. This was a few weeks ago. I have random questions I should probably speak to someone about but in the mean time if anyone has answer to these recurring visions and memories I am having it would clear my head slightly.
- watching someone tallying things up on a whiteboard in theatre . Only remember being able to read suture needles 8 at one point. What and why is she counting?
- why so many needles and not one?
- is 2hours s normal time for 4th deg tear repair in theatre? I ended up with pressure sores.
*why so many people in the room who don’t seem to be doing much who are they all)
- normal for these people to be discussing their xmas plans and favourite music etc amongst themselves during surgery? Made it very strange for me
*how many stitches does a 4th tear require roughly ? Was anyone ever told?
*why was a cannula inserted when I don’t recall anything being given through it.
Lots more but il see if any replies
Just trying to process things in my head
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