Today is the second anniversary of the first of 4 miscarriages. I am due with this baby in Sunday and have a feeling she will arrive today. I can't decide if having her today would help heal the past or just be too weird. I am also naming her after my mum who died last year and don't want her birth to forever be connected with loss which her arriving today would contribute to.
I am feeling very off and anyone I have spoken to irl seem to dismiss my worries and just say to focus on new baby. My heart hurts.
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I don't want my baby to arrive today.
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Rhynswynd · 21/12/2017 21:35
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