DD is now almost 6 months and I'm still not really over the birth. The consultant not only didn't get my permission for an episiotomy, but lied about doing one (told me a had a "small tear", the community MW put me straight when she examined me). The scar is healing really badly, and my new GP has referred me to a GYN, so that side of things is finally moving. Trouble is, I'm still really hung up about it, and I've moved 120 miles away from the hospital where I gave birth. Can I still get my notes and/or post-natal counselling?