Hi everyone 😊
I had my 12 week scan today and whilst bubbabean is absolutely fine they discovered I have a bicornuate uterus. Obviously my priority was the baby, but equally if I'm being very honest I felt completely gutted as when they took my weight at the beginning of the appointment I was categorised low risk and midwife led, and within 30 minutes I became high risk consultant led. My only real issue with this is that I have always felt strongly about wanting to give birth on a midwifery unit and have a water birth. I know that if i stay consultant led this won't be an option. (I'm genuinely ok if I need a C section, my fear is if I don't but have to give birth on the medical labour ward, which in my local hospital is very clinical/medical as you'd expect and a million miles from the relaxing environment the midwife unit provides).
Husband is trying to understand why I felt so upset afterwards and I was trying to explain that for me labour is scary (normal I know!) and for me choosing where/how I experience labour is one way in which I feel I can have some control in a situation that feels very out of control. It just feels like this choice has been unexpectedly taken from me and I can't even picture where I'll have my baby (or how given that I'm now more likely to have premature labour).
So basically, I am really hoping that there might be some ladies out there who have carried to full term and managed to have a midwife led/ water birth labour. ..... Or even just stories that having a heart-shaped uterus hasn't been one big horror story!
Thank you 😊 x