Hi
A back to back labour is HARD! Dilation is long and slow, as baby is trying to rotate the long way round. If waters have gone then there is reduced chance of turning as there is nothing left to cushion with.
Unfortunately, we are offered all these things like epidural and induction/augmentation as if it will help but they end up being a slippery slope to further intervention and emCS.
I wasn't in labour so long with my first but otherwise yours sounds similar to mine. They kept questioning CPD, and this was written up in my birth notes. I had a miserable recovery emotionally, managed to successfully bf fortunately.
I had a VBAC with forceps in June 2005 and, although elated, I am now begining to find fault with my mw management. I realise I managed a VBAC in spite of the HCPs rather than because of the care I received.
However I do know now that CPD is not an issue and plan to HWBAC nect time.
Did you know that reclining or sitting back results in your pelvis not being able to open fully during labour. It you were to squat, stand or use all fours your pelvis will open up 28% more? It is VERY rare to have true CPD, as it usually caused by malformed pelvises due to poor diet or injury.
I am confident that by doing your research you will have an excellent chance of VBAC next time. So start Googling VBAC now!
And don't feel guilty about your feelings, it's important to acknowldge them and please know that you are not alone.
Best places to start:
www.caesarean.org.uk/
www.aims.org.uk/
www.caesarean.org.uk/articles/VBACOnWhoseTerms.html
www.radmid.demon.co.uk/vbac.htm
If you have trouble coming to terms with your previous CS:
www.plus-size-pregnancy.org/CSANDVBAC/csemotionalrecov.htm
www.birthtraumaassociation.org.uk/
www.tabs.org.nz/
tinyurl.com/5gscd "You should be grateful"
Shoulder Dystocia, a very long link to read through with links at the bottom:
www.radmid.demon.co.uk/shoulders.htm
HTH!
www.sheilakitzinger.com/ArticlesBySheila/BadBirthHaunts.htm
A Relevant Book Review: www.birthpsychology.com/healing/breview11.html
and another brief overview: tinyurl.com/p6cto