I am indeed, thanks Beavered! Four day old DS. He is lovely and I feel extremely fortunate and happy.
On the labour story...my body was nowhere near ready. High cervix, 1cm dilated (because of third pregnancy) My DH was keen to avoid any risk of infection to the baby, as was I, but I felt so sad to have had all the interventions to force my body to open before it was ready. Can't explain it other than a sense of grief. I had been mentally preparing for another drug free natural birth like DC2, which was so empowering.
This time; Prostin, antibiotics drip, syntocinon drip, epidural (recommended because of force of synto), one stitch.
8 hours labour, was told by obstetrician he was posterior and he'd give me an hour to push him out before going to theatre for forceps and/or c-section, as his heart rate was dropping at each contraction. I kept nearly fainting thanks to low blood pressure from all the drugs.
I pushed him out in under five minutes. Could not believe it! Thank heavens.
Best mid-wife ever. She was amazing.
The lesson I've learnt, although a little too late, as it is my last baby: treat membrane sweeps with as much caution as any other intervention and ask, ask, ask about the risks before agreeing. I couldn't believe how that rupture triggered such a different series of events, although the outcome is a beautiful baby, I'm still trying emotionally to be at ease with my last ever labour experience.