i had 3 csections.the last one resulted in tear to bladder due to scar tissue.luckily it healed but i was warned by a few doctors if i had anymore babies it would be worse due to scar tissue and that id been very lucky.i got depressed but my hv wouldnt treat me,she believed i should see the consultant id had with all 3 babies as she believes it would be ok and i could have a healthy pregnancy,baby and be ok after.i know im more than lucky to have the 3 ive got,i love them to bits but feel almost incomplete.my appointments at 2pm and im so nervous.