I posted about this before, sorry for any repetition.
I have obstetric cholestasis and baby needs to come out at 37 weeks. I had to choose induction or csection. I met with a consultant last weekend and will do so, with a different one this weekend to make final decision.
He talked me through the induction process, which goes ahead regardless of whether baby is engaged, cervix is favourable etc. (neither of which is the case now at 35w, 5days). They try to break waters then insert a pessary, six hours later another pessary and another go at breaking waters, six hours later a third pessary. If nothing is happening or it's happening too slowly they out me on the drip. I asked if I could have the pessaries and then opt for section if they didn't work but he said no, and that once you're on induction you 'should give it a fair chance.'
I said I was concerned about the high likelihood of intervention such as ventouse and forceps with any induction, let alone an early one. He said I could opt for a section if they felt they needed forceps etc. I honestly doubt this would be the case - surely they'd be 'just ten minutes and forceps and this baby will be out' rate than prep me for a section.
So he signed me up for an induction and said I could chat with the other consultant this weekend and change my mind if I wanted. (I hadn't made my mind up either way). I have read and read and read and spoken to people who've been induced, had emergency and planned sections and I think I want a section. I'm terrified if the cascade of intervention with an induction anyway (having really worried about it all pregnancy and decided on a home water birth with a doula and to avoid induction as long as I could.)
But having read a thread on here from a woman asking about induction at 38 weeks I'm now doubting myself. Am I being selfish for being terrified of an induction? Is there a good chance it could go smoothly? I know that the outcomes for a planned section are better than an emergency one (for the mum). I also know that baby when mum has OC is more likely to produce meconium during delivery and induced babies are also more likely to do this. I'm just going round in circles of panic and worry about this.
I've had horrible rib pain and been signed off work since week 20, I can't drive at all and can't walk or sit for long either. So the thought of a longish recovery period doesn't bother me in the slightest since I've been in horrible pain for so long.
I'd love to hear any tales of induction at 37 weeks , planned csections or advice. I feel like the doctors have an agenda for induction (cheaper I'd guess) but I know a 'normal' vaginal delivery is a 'good thing.' I'm losing so much sleep over this - please help!