I'm only early [edited by MNHQ] so realise childbirth is still some way off but for as long as I can remember have been really scared of childbirth. Think it stems from my mum recalling how traumatic it was having me, she had a particularly hard birth, her stomach muscles broke and she found labour pain dreadful. Am booked in at UCLH and know they offer mobile epidurals and just wondered has anyone had any experience of having one there and will it definitely be administered if it's ones express wish, also at what stage can you have one? It seems they don't go through the birth plan until much later on in pregnancy, about 34 weeks i believe whereas that's all I can think about now. Have only had 1 midwife appt so far but found it quite rushed and to a set format with barely any opportunity for asking questions and don't think she would have felt it appropriate if i brought up my worries at this stage. I'm hoping the approach will be more personalized as I go along. Grateful to hear from anyone.