I just have no idea what to do for the best.
I'm 35 weeks pregnant with DC2. DC1 was a very fast pre-term delivery at 34+1.
I have fairly severe spinal problems. I have kyphoscoliosis, disc degeneration and bony nodules on my vertebrae. Basically, my spine's screwed. When pregnant I can't have my usual pain relief (tramadol or morphine + epidural/trigger point injections.)
I am literally in agony. I can't do anything without crying. I'm 27 years old and feel like I'm 200. I just want the pain to stop. Saw my obstetrician this week, who is hopeful I'll go into labour very soon. But I'm going to see her at 37 weeks to discuss induction on the grounds of how much pain I'm in & how debilitating it is.
But, I can't have an epidural. Met the anaesthetist, he examined my back & said "no chance." (When I have the routine injections they use x-ray for siting.) My hospital don't do remifentanyl. I can have diamorphine, but have been warned it probably won't have much effect due to my opioid tolerance. So I'm left with gas & air. I had just that for my first labour, and it was fine, but it was all over in 2 hours!
If I end up needing a CS for whatever reason I've been told I'll be knocked out with a general anaesthetic.
Everyone I know who was induced had an epidural. So the thought of going through with this without one terrifies me. And what if I need instrumental help?
I guess I'm really just looking for any thoughts or advice on my situation. It just feels a bit like I'm damned if I do or damned if I don't.