I have to make a choice tonight wether I want to go in for this procedure tomorrow. I'll be 40+15, I had a sweep yesterday, all favourable, 2-3 cms and waters bulging. I was told that any induction now wouldn't require pessaries, but rather just breaking my waters hoping it leads into labour. If not, it's the drip. I really really don't want the drip. Both of my previous labours have kicked off after my waters have broken, leading straight into contractions, so I do feel an ARM would most likely kickstart things. Both pregnancies have also gone this far overdue so I know that my body seems to just hang on to babies for a bit longer. My first was induced, though my body wasn't really ready at all, which I think made the process much worse and more painful. The second labour was 3.5 hours from waters breaking to baby.
I'm worried that it's purely my impatience getting the better of me that I'm even considering it. I've been feeling really down the last few days, feeling that my body will just never do this itself. But I don't know wether my mood will actually improve after the birth. I don't want to feel guilty that I didn't just wait if the induction doesn't go to plan, ends up with lots of intervention, and end up regretting it. On the other hand, I don't feel I'm coping well with all this waiting, I do feel pretty depressed. Having had PND and AND previously, I am worried about how I'm feeling right now, and that it doesn't bode well for things to come :(
So any for or against opinions? How likely is an ARM to be successful?