Have had a second ECV today which failed and so discussed my options with a senior consultant and supervising midwife. It's my first baby and as with most people really wanted a natural labour, so over the last few months have thrown myself head first into doing as much as possible to turn baby - moxibustion, pelvic tilts, hypnotherapy, yoga - you name it and I've probably done it.
I was very open to how my pregnancy should progress from here on in, as whilst I would love a natural labour, I want to do what's best for baby. I assumed they'd strongly recommend a C-Section, but was really surprised by the response. The senior consultant has suggested that I book in for a C-Section at 41 weeks and that if I go into spontaneous labour before then that I aim for a vaginal breech birth. I've gone with his recommendation and am happy because it means that I do get to give natural labour a shot. He's said that baby is frank breech and that it's in a great position to attempt a breech birth, he's also said that there are no contraindications so that's another reason why he'd be happy for me to go for a natural delivery.
I asked about experience of the midwives with breech deliveries and they admitted it wasn't strong, but that when I went into hospital a consultant would be contacted to attend the labour. I have also been told that I will be constantly monitored on a wireless monitor (to allow me to remain mobile) throughout the labour and that they will have a very short tolerance for any changes and the moment the heart rate rises or dips or contractions subside, I will go straight through for a section.
They've told me that as long as labour is spontaneous and progresses well that there are very minimal risks to both me and the baby.
However since this morning I am now questioning absolutely everything and wondering if I'm doing the right thing!
I'm not sure why I'm posting to be honest or what I'm expecting as response (reassurance probably), but I just felt the need to get it off my chest and write it down... not sure if that makes sense?
Sorry for the loooonnnngggg post!