After a really wonderful pregnancy, when for the most part I have been incredibly relaxed and happy, I have suddenly become extremely panicky and tearful. It's wierd because I had a few health scares along the way (first I had a low placenta and the stupid doctor kept telling me I was going to bleed to death at any moment, and then the very day they told me that was all okay, I was told I was having a 12 lber and that I would have to have a c/s) but now everything has been resolved and I have been told that I can have the homebirth I so desperately wanted right at the beginning. And I am so happy about this. So why is it that for the last 36 hours or so I have felt so panicky and tearful, I just keep wanting to cry for absolutely no reason, and am imagining all sorts of horrible things for my lovely new babe and / or me. What is wrong with me? Other than being pregnant and madly hormonal I suppose?