Today is my due date, it's my second baby and my first labour was ok. My DS was born with pneumonia and we were in hospital for a week because of that. He's fine now but it was a horrible shock at the time.
Now it's come round again this time and I'm starting to get the heebie jeebies a bit. I don't know if it's adrenaline kicking in, but the thought of going into labour has really given me the fear - although I've done hypnobirthing and antenatal yoga and read lots of Ina May, I seem to be putting up lots of barriers. Like I don't want to go into labour at night - the thought of calling my mum to come over to care for my son, the drive through town in the dark and rain, contracting... I don't want to do it!
I suppose it just feels logistically more complicated this time round, and I know I've got to do it and get over my fears but I'm finding it hard. Help!