ready to die

[mumpar]

Im desperately fighting with myself not to kill myself. Im fighting cancer for the third time. Im having open back surgery and i have 2 adult children living at home who are making me sicker. I also have 2small childre, they are the reason im still here but i dont know how long i can do this. My husbands works a bunch now that i dont work. My adult children are not great, they are spoiled entitled and rude. Im broken and i dont know how long i can hang on. I spend any time that i can get up runnjng errands for them or cleaning up behind them or cooking for them. They say thry care but im in such terrible pain i want to give up and they make it worse.

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do you have a mcmillan nurse or anyone to help?

I'm really sorry you're having such a hard time. I don't know what to say but I didn't want to read and run. Is there anyone you can talk to irl?

I was just going to ask the same as pp about McMillan nurse ,please talk to them if you have one or enquire about one .

Please tell someone in real life that you need help , you are going through way to much to be coping alone

Sorry to hear this, you need to get someone to speak to your adult children about their behaviour in a kind but very firm way. But try not to let their behaviour upset you, maybe they just want to bury their heads in the sand and not act like you are sick.