Hello everyone,
I wasnt going to post (I rarely do!) But I have got myself so anxious and have barely slept the past 2 nights.
I had a weird line appear on my breast about a month ago(vertical, from just next to the nipple down to the underbust), slightly darker in colour. When I lifted my arms it puckered in. I went to my drs who said we would monitor it for 2 weeks and then review it, but to continue coppafeeling daily
About a week later I thought I felt a lump (but no idea, because no one really knows what to expect do they?! Breasts are both cool and weird!) Saw my dr who found it straught away and referred me to the breast clinic.
3 days ago, I think I found another (smaller) lump in my left breast and also in my right armpit.
I had a full hysterectomy just under a year ago at 32(still have ovaries, and had a recent hormone test which showed normal hormone range!) Too because I have endometriosis, and HAD adenomyosis.
I should also add my paternal gran, my mother and maternal aunties x 2 have had ovarian and/ or breast cancer.
I feel a) terrified.
B) like the female parts of my body are rebelling for some strange reason?
C) really really tired!
I know no one can put me at ease, but Im so very anxious, cry to myself when I am alone and I dont even know anything yet.
Does anyone have any similar experience?
I like knowledge, the good the bad and the ugly because I think it helps the logical part of me prepare.
Oh- and any tips for tomorrow ahead of the appointment will be greatfully received!! ❤️