Hi everyone.I rarely check my own breasts, I have an aversion to them ever since having kids. I dont know why but touching them in any way makes me feel physically sick. I even have to wear a bra in the shower, I take it off for the last minute to wash them and then a clean bra goes straight on when i get out. (Yes I spend a fortune on bras because they get ruined from the constant washing). So I do give them a quick feel around in the shower but thats as much as I can do, the GP gave me a check last year and all was fine and they said they are happy to check me whenever I feel it's needed because she knows what a struggle it is for me. I went to the gp for an unrelated issue yesterday and asked for a check and she found a lump in my right breast. She said its smooth, moveable but quite large (golf ball sized) so she was concerned. She's put me on the 2 week pathway so im just waiting for an appointment. Im just really panicking and catasrophising the whole situation, expecting the worst. I dont know how i missed it, i know i dont check them thouroughly but since yesterday i feel like i can feel it in there when my arm grazes against it, it feels bigger than the left but maybe thats my brain playing tricks on me? I suffer with sore breasts throughout different parts of my cycle anyway so havent noticed the pain from the lump but since yesterday I can definitely feel discomfort around that area, again maybe thats just my subconscious. Has anyone else been in this situation and everything turned out ok?Thanks for reading ❤️X